Mike H

Written by Jarid Friederick
·4 mins read

Brett,

I hope this letter finds you in good health and high spirits. It's been a while since we last spoke, and I wanted to share some important updates with you. I've been on a journey, a tough and often tumultuous one, but I believe I'm finally on the road to recovery.

As you may recall, my struggles with alcohol have been a constant shadow in my life for far too long. I used alcohol as a crutch to cope with the stress, pain, and overwhelming emotions I was experiencing. It became my escape, my way of numbing the chaos that was raging inside me. At times, I convinced myself that I had control over it, but deep down, I knew I was losing myself to the bottle.

Over the past few years, my addiction led me down a dark and lonely path. It strained my relationships with loved ones, affected my job performance, and, worst of all, damaged my own sense of self-worth. The guilt and shame that accompanied each binge only perpetuated the cycle, making it increasingly difficult to break free.

However, the turning point came when I hit rock bottom. It was a moment of profound realization that my life had become unmanageable and that if I didn't seek help, I was at risk of losing everything I held dear. I mustered the courage to seek professional assistance and entered a rehabilitation program.

Recovery has been far from easy. It's a daily battle against the urge to return to my old habits, a constant struggle to rebuild trust with those I've hurt, and a slow process of rediscovering who I am without the crutch of alcohol. But I'm committed to this journey, and I've found solace in the support of friends, family, and fellow recovering individuals who understand the depths of my struggle.

Through therapy, counseling, and the guidance of a sponsor, I've been working on addressing the underlying issues that led me to alcohol in the first place. It's been a painful process, confronting my demons and acknowledging the hurt I've caused to others along the way. Yet, this process has also been incredibly liberating, as I begin to uncover healthier ways to cope with life's challenges.

One of the most significant realizations on this journey is that I don't have to face my struggles alone. I've learned to lean on my support network and be honest about my cravings and setbacks. Open communication has allowed me to heal damaged relationships and build a stronger, more authentic connection with my loved ones.

I wanted to share my story with you, not just as a confession of my past mistakes, but as a declaration of my commitment to a better future. I'm taking it one day at a time, working on rebuilding my life, and learning to find joy and fulfillment without alcohol. I hope that by sharing my experience, I can shed light on the reality of addiction and the power of recovery.

Thank you for reading my letter and for being a part of my life's journey. Your support and understanding mean the world to me, and I'm grateful for the opportunity to rebuild our connection.

Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers as I continue on this challenging path to recovery. And if you ever have any questions or concerns, please don't hesitate to reach out. I look forward to reconnecting with you soon under brighter and healthier circumstances.

Talk Soon

 

Mike H